kau kunci..cintaku...di dalam hatimu...

today jumpe baby like...so many times..
and we had a great time..sembang2
lately aku mmg suke kaco die..aku try nak let go...sume feeling yg ado..
it helps actually...aku juz let it out loud..so dat...aku will feel lega after dat
ye..aku mmg siyes pun..it's up to him to make fun of me...aku tau la aku sape pun...
but it is really nice to be around him
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aku mmg dah plan nak cakap pasal 'drpada ko amek kunci -lif aku..baek ko amek kunci ati aku ni'...n i did said it out loud ...and he looks like..doesn't know wut to say..hehehe

tp aku tanak amek dengar sngt...wut ever sweetest words have been spoken...dat..will make me get diabetes......
but...
it's kinda weird when i found out...if i know a lot more ....dat will make him less interesting..
sket sebanyak ...ati aku luka gak...hmmmm

can't smile without you

4 ari tak nampak baby..giler rindu

tapi..harini..pagi2 lagi aku dah terserempak ngan baby...aishhh..how can i describe dis love feeling
which i cant stand anymore..when u r not around..
hey..i need to wake up..he will be gone less than 1 month..
need to slow down..need to slow the feeling i have for you...

try to ignore u like so many times...and i failed !

i try to be sum1 u like..again...i failed..

i try to find sum1 new..damn...failed again...!

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand ..

harini aku bawak cupcke pegi opis...(actually nana yg beli)...untuk menghabiskan ajer
aku tak makan satu pon...xde deria...selsema...

kebetulan byk lagi cupcke tu..so aku baru teringat kat s.k.a.l.s aku..haihs..
so i decided to call him teros..
flirt a bit -lah...i sounded like my along's voice..then he called me 'akak'...nvmd lah..i dah biase
so i invite him to come over to de office to eat ..
im happy to see him actually..though i act like..i dont..but for sure ppl around me will notice lah..

i ask him to amek lebey lah..to be nice to him..and give to another guy..which is 0so his fwen lah..
and during he takes de cupcke..he blink2 his eyes to me..im quite shock ...
malu pon ade..y lah...
u know i like u so much aite..and please dont let it blossom..

dan disamping itu jugak..
1 one my opis mate like..nak korek sumting
i did korek sumting oso..and i heard a lot of heart-breaking stories bout him..
i juz know bout it..but i juz dont really satisfied bout thing i know..and i want to know more.and it cause me heart attack...
donno how i can telan all the stories..past, now and future bout u..

i still dont have gut to say it...
i really want u to know..that's all..
i dont want any feedback..juz wanted to tell..

Happy nampak kamu

arini keje..biasela...sabtu kan..tapi..aku bukan wat keje pon..
fb la..apo laie..twitter..keh keh keh
kebetulan...aku sgt boring..so..aku follow lah...opis mate aku ke depan..
dan...terjumpa dia..
haihsss...sweet sgt...saya suka...hehe..hepi lah dpt jumpe die
aku mmg tak dpt sembunyi la..feeling aku..

hmm..parahh

"You give me butterflies in my stomach when I catch you looking at me and smiling."

haihs...arini..lgsg tak jumpa die..windu dowh..
aku p cari gak la...kebetulan..ada parcel utk aku...haihs...tp aku terlepas...kebetulan lalu...tp..tak nampak..aku malas la nak patah balek..segan..so baek aku rileks jer..(dlm ati...aku windu la bodo)
by the way...aku dpt ckp tepon..nak cakap pasal file je sebenonye..tp..aku saje la flirting...nak create sweet conv..lame wu tak wat centu...windu gak nak keep in touch ngan die...tp aku lgsg takde peluang nak wat centu..giler windu la bodoh

*Sigh...*

anda nampak pelik

sehari 2 ni.aku nampak dia cam pelik je ngan aku..
tatau kenapa..ape yg aku salah...aku tak pasti..
tapi mungkin sbb wutever..hapen bet. me n him..aku kasitawu along...
bukan sume bende pun..yg lawak2...dats all..
tapi aku pun tatau..nak explain cena..haihs..
see wuts hapen nex
if let say i do feel like he ignores me.then..i shud back off lah kan...

ada kamu

ummm... skang ni aku dah pindah opis...kalo ikot...3-4 miggu gak la..adehs..
susah la nak jumpa dia lagi...tapi baik jugak untuk penglihatan aku..
aku ingat lagi 1-2 mgu lepas....atas sikap aku yang cemburu giler ni..makan diri..sedih
sampai owang len pun perasan...
aku harap sangat...aku leh simpan perasaan aku tu..tapi rupenye aku memang tak pandai simpan .
kate Along...senang sangat nak nampak..apakah feeling aku ..dengan hanya melihat muka aku..haihs..
tak pandai cover..apa bley buat...

harini aku last ganti puasa...letey dowh..jalan sana-sini
tapi tu semua dugaan Allah..
Alhamdulillah..aku berjaya gak posa sampai abes...

arini jumpa dia...aku ni tak adil..aku tatau apa yg aku sembunyikan...tapi kadang2 aku ok..
kadang2 ..aku cam..nak melarikan diri pun ade gak...
mungkin betol...aku tak sesuai berpasang ngan sape pun..
cepat burok sangke..haihs...